Forgive me...

I wasn't being fair
I know that now
I wanted to have it all
I can see that now
If it's any consolation to you
I believe it was all good faith
If it's any better for you
I was broken and in pain 
If I could turn back time
I would; but I couldn't
In utter remorse
My soul in anguish
I will learn to bear this burden forever
I will teach dear heart to hold on 
But only if you could leave my heart at ease 
If only you could forgive me, please...

P/S: To all, please forgive me for all the 'meroyan' post. Thank you for all your concerns. I am sure I will find something to whistle about soon... :-D