Tua

Sebenarnya nak luahkan yang terbuku di hati bab-bab kerja. Kalau ditulis mahunya sakit ibu jari, sbb usually draft mesti dalam notes telefon bimbit. Tapi passion nak marah-marah ni selalunya akan pudar cepat sungguh la ni. Aku ni kalau marah, free flowing jer semua ayat. Bila dah reda dan redho, semuanya hilang. haha lawak jugak tu kdg2. Aku tahu, aku dah tua, tu sbb malas nak marah2, fikir2, sibuk2 dah. Kelmarin bila my DH tanya pasal nak isi apa tah "eh, you bla...bla...bla 36 tahun". then I looked up and cantas him "eh, I dah nak 40 lar, tak lama lagi!" "Ohh ye" kata dia. Yes! I will be 40 soon enough. Although it makes no difference, since I have felt like 40 for so long pun. Now tinggal nak reach the numbers in reality jer hihi...

Kdg2 duduk sorang2 terfikir, kalau mati nanti adakah org yang terkesan dgn aku selama hayat aku ni? Bergunakah aku ni atau sekadar menyusahkan shj? Aku tahu masih byk aku perlu lakukan. I feel I am not worthy of the time and convenience given to me. There's just too much I need to do and I haven't got the chance to do it yet. But life is unpredictable, we never know what awaits us tomorrow.

But for now, I really want to see Morocco. I promised myself I will be there before the end of 2016, In Sya Allah. Now, I must find a way to get myself there! :-D